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Sep 20, 2003
Miss The StoP Sign, Fall In LoVe
Wait for the boy who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical,
the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person,
Wait for the boy who will be your best friend, the person who will drop everything to be with you
at anytime of the day no matter what the circumstances,
Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other boy makes you smile
and when he smiles you know he needs you,
Wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no makeup on.
Most of all wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe,
because obviously he's at the center of yours....
<333 Posted at 07:28 pm by OxyMoron831
Sep 19, 2003
Pin the Dress With Lotus Flowers...
Some of my Own:
[Be sure and leave behind your scent]
A Quick Glance at the Clock Doesn't mean Time will Save us.
Obliterate within. Inquire a reason.
Are you CapaBle?
This remains the verge of internal disintegrating
Marked by nothing more than our Cease.
Your portrait, Displayed as deceptive markings on red skylines.
At the End of the Day the image is no longer in color
Atenuating to Black and White...
We. Become. A. Lie.
[Eyes Closed, Follow the Trail of my Voice]
We've established nothing between these fine lines.
Delegating these feelings of unconcious Separation
As if it were perceivably Obvious.
What are we left with? He says 'A remnant of his past glory.'
She slowly declines.
She was entity derived from hate.
In all chance of survival
She wishes to be revived.
Within the Black words of Torment traced on the wall
Is the answer to their Atrophy.
Failure to notice the ink has run Dry,
Is what outlines Two Deteriorating HearTs.
[Between the two of Us, I Dont think I ever believed you]
Write Down a thousand words.
I can tell you now, they all Depict a Lie.
Self infatuation is what brought us here.
Hang onto your every last word,
In order to fullfill a broken promise.
A hallow heart now fills with every silent verb
that escapes your lips.
It's still empty. Still Bleeding.
Posted at 10:27 am by OxyMoron831
Sep 18, 2003
The Glare from your enemy sights, Make Me go Blind.
Blah...so yea im sick, and have been home for a few days now, which i can't say i mind lol, i mean all ive done is sleep, and i set my alarm so that i get to talk to tommy at like lunch time, but then he leaves and im sad :/ but anyways..its better than school, but still i got mad work to do before i return..wonderful. Gotta love having a weak immune system. So i got my thursday CD and i hate to admit it lol...but i was wrong. i had listened to the songs like twice before i got the cd on that MTV leak thing..and so i argued with tommy that Thursday was still good and stuff and he tried to tell me how they've just gone sucky...but yea so ive been listening to it over the past few days and sadly...they have lost their touch. Its a shame, but i still really like like 6 or 7 of the songs so i suppose it works out. So i'm gonna go check these guys out again Next Friday with some of my fav. ladies, and see what thats all about. Deff have fun everytime i see them so, im looking forward to it. Plus its fun to knock around the little scenester ho's that like to wear little skirts to a fucking show that you KNOW your shit is gonna get revealed. lol so of course you gotta make sure their intentions are only honored. haha whatev man...good times.
MUSIC: 'Devision St.' - Thursday
MOOD: In a city built on Health Care...And it's making Us SicK.
Posted at 04:43 pm by OxyMoron831
Sep 14, 2003
This Song brought to you by a falling BomB
Do you hear the jet plane yawning miles across the sky?
Hear the garbage truck back down the boulevard settin'
off the car alarms as it passes by?
Do you hear the static of 1,000 d-tuned radios?
Shut the window love.
Keep the world outside.
I don't wanna think about anyone
when the footsteps are getting louder,
drowning out the sound of the rain
as it knocks on the window sill.
I'm not answering the phone let it ring.
Lately I've been feeling like a falling bomb.
The ground is getting closer,
and the sky is falling down.
This song has been brought to you...
this song has been brought to you
by a falling bomb,
by a falling bomb. Posted at 07:45 pm by OxyMoron831
Sep 13, 2003
Shut the window love...Keep the world outSide
BASICS:
+ 006. star sign : Virgo
+ 007. place of birth : San Fransisco, CA
+ 008. current residence : Newport, RI
+ 009. hair color : Blonde
+ 010. eye color : Blue/yellow
+ 011. height :5'3
+ 012. writing hand : right
__BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
+ 013. do you bite your nails :used too
+ 014. can you roll your tongue : which way?
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : only the left one...lol im half talented
+ 017. can you blow smoke rings : hmm..
+ 018. can you blow spit bubbles : how bout i spit on you
+ 019. can you cross your eyes : my eyes are permanently crossed...dont laugh
+ 020. colored hair : umm..it is colored. i used crayons...
+ 021. tattoos and where : soon
+ 022. piercings and where : ears
+ 023. do you make your bed daily : HAH! nah i need to hire me a bitch..
+ 024. what goes on first bra or underwear : depends on if i wear any...sometimes i like to free ball it
+ 025. which shoe goes on first : left?
+ 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : haha many times
+ 037. how much money is usually in your wallet : ZERO DOLLARS...im a pore nigggaaa
+ 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7: just my hemp necklaces...
+039. whats sexiest on a guy : hmm...above the belt?? lol im joking..how about ...black sox! ..or personality
+040. whats sexiest on a girl : hair?
+041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : How about i just dont show up at all??
+ 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : lol i cut it...am i weird?
+ 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : well, see i have a fall out shelter in my house, where we have like 13723726273287632 different cereal boxes...
+ 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : my hands?
+ 045. do you cook :..damn good at it too biotchs....
__GROOMiNG
+ 046. how often do you brush your teeth : like twice a day
+ 047. how often do you shower/bathe : shower? whats that?
+ 048. how long do these showers last : what the hell is a shower?
+ 049. hair drying method : air
+ 050. do you paint your nails : nah...actually, sometimes i do
+ 051. do you swear : What the fuck do you think?
+ 052. do you mumble to yourself : alll the time..lol in fact its like im carrying on a conversation with myself....oh wait..thats another story
+ 053. do you spit in public : yea...i know its a bad habit i guess. i like to spit on people passing by..especially if im on like a top floor or something...spitting on peoples heads, rocks.
+ 054. do you pee in the shower : haha...
+ 055. in the cd player : Coheed and Cambria
+ 056. person you talk most on the phone with :i dont really talk on the phone..but umm tommy if anyone..i miss him :/
+ 057. what color is your bedroom : Neon Green and the ceiling is Neon Yellow
+ 058. do you use an alarm clock : those things make me wanna stab myself..
+ 059. name four things or people you're obsessed with?: hmm Tommy, food..... and ill get back to you on the other 2...
+ 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : nope
+ 061. ever sunbathed in the nude : i need to! i have wicked bad tanlines..oh well
+ 062. window seat or aisle : unless u wanna get thrown up on..I better get the window seat.
+ 063. whats your sleeping position : Curled up on my side
+ 064. what kind of bed do you like : any with cold sheets
+ 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : Do you?
+ 066. do you snore : i dont have that problem...i dont think
+ 067. do you sleepwalk : yea i tend to leave my house sometimes...and then i magically wake up in my bed the next morning...its weird.
+ 068. do you talk in your sleep : possibly..
+ 070. how about the light on : how about the light off.
+ 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio: sometimes i leave my stereo on.
__WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
+ 072. had sex : lets see... ::still counting:: haha...actually i am counting down the days till i DO have sex! wooohoooo
+ 073. were kissed or kissed someone : ummm...what was it the beginning of august? lol..i dont remember tommy...im horrible when it comes to memory.
+ 074. watched bambi : i didnt like that movie
+ 075. cried : not too long ago
+ 076. talked on the phone : like 2 days ago..im so popular..really i am.
+ 077. read a book : Do porno magazines count?
+ 078. punched someone : hmm...id like to punch my mom
+ 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now: umm 27..and still in school most likely
+ 080. who are you gonna be married to and where : jeez...this isnt 'ask cleo'
+ 081. how many kids do you want to have : how many do YOU want to have?
+ 082. your profession : Corner of 1st and 3rd
+ 083. future school : Rutgers
MUSiC
+ 090. is music important to you : Deff
+ 091. do you sing? : all the time
+ 092. what instruments do you play? : Used to play Violin and French horn...now i play viola. i can pretty much play whatever i pick up. music comes easily for me.
+ 094. what do you think of Eminem : hes talented
+ 095. in your opinion, what band is the best of all time? N*sync
__DO YOU LIKE
+ 096. pop music :..i like Britney
+ 097. rock music : yep
+ 098. punk music : yep
+ 099. rap music : yep
+ 100. hip-Hop/RB : sure
+ 101. country : hell yea!
+ 102. jazz : maybe
+ 103. classical: ..i play it
+ 104. new age: ehh
+ 105. hardcore: sure
+ 106. indie rock : yes
+ 107. emo : C'mon now..lol hence the nickname 'Emo Queen'
[ x ] Spell your first name backwards - damn. a challenging task, umm.. e..n..i..umm c..a...R ..There!
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - I take Daily Medications
[ x ] Wallet - Empty
[ x ] Hairbrush - i dont brush my hair...seriously.
[ x ] Toothbrush - White and pink
[ x ] Pillow cover - umm like an off white?..it matches my leopard print bedding, ya know
[ x ] Blanket - Leopard print comforter
[ x ] Coffee cup - empty..im already wired enough
[ x ] Sunglasses - its not sunny out
[ x ] Underwear - whats in it for you?
[ x ] Shoes - i walk around in socks..its a bad habit cuz i put holes in them
[ x ] Handbag - backpack?
[ x ] Favorite top - The top bunk bed
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - well i used to wear this stuff called addict..but now i wear Tommy girl ;)
[ x ] What you are wearing now - what are YOU wearing?
[ x ] Hair - its a mess
[ x ] Makeup - Lots of white powder...black eye liner and RED lipstick...im so peeerrty.
WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - a pen cap
[ x ] In my head - I've been told a brain...
[ x ] Wishing - in jersey
[ x ] After this - dinner?
[ x ] Talking to - mackie
[ x ] Eating - wow im actually not currently eating anything...i feel sorda sick :/
[ x ] Fetishes - hahaha....
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what reason- oh man!!! C'mon kids..we all know this one....
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - you all know this...Tommy baby
[ x ] Is next to you - im alone
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - anything funny
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - Thursday on Friday
[ x ] The last thing you ate - teddy grahams
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - BEES!!
[ x ] Do you like candles - YOu kidding me?...they involve fire
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - ohhh baby...
[ x ] Do you like incense - Love'em
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - mmm
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yes i do
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - possibly
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - still thinking...
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - it depends
[ x ] Do you believe in God - still deciding
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - just throw it in the river
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - mommy dearest
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - tiger
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - i never sleep
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - Ever been to RI?
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - oh man! u should watch me try to eat with those things...i rock
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - i get quarters thrown at me alot...
[ x ] What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - San diego, CA...SF, CA...Australia...Jersey with tommy....and umm im not sure on the others..
[ x ] What are some of your favorite pig out foods - i eat everything
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - not to take so much for granted
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - Math
[ x ] Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - Tommy *tear*
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - i want to pass this math test man...
So, this week was fairly good. My birthday was Wednesday, Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
haha what now biotches! im not so far behind anymore...well actually ...i am lol. but yea anyways..so it wasnt like a fantastic day...but it was one of the better Bdays i've had (especially compared to last year). but yea so I got my thursday ticket! Deff stoked for that show...but i think its gonna be one of those shows i go late too lol...because im not a fan of Death by Stereo, or Year of the Rabbit. Im sooo angry that the Thursday, Thrice and Coheed and Cambria tour isnt coming near here!! grrr...3 of my favorite bands. oh well...what can i do. Tommy's Bday was thursday, the day after mines lol very cool eh? we're almost exactly 2 years apart...not quiet tho i guess. but yea i wish i coulda been there with him :/ ..well when dont i wish i could be with him...*tear*....but yea and yesterday marked 5 months for us..so it was kinda a 3 day line up of bdays and anniverseries.
<333
I need to Go Take my Medication....
MUSIC: "Steps Ascending" - Thursday
MOOD: Tired
Posted at 11:06 pm by OxyMoron831
Sep 7, 2003
Listen to new CoHeed and cambria! ..lol and then go pick up the new Album on October 7th.
Posted at 02:15 pm by OxyMoron831
Sep 1, 2003
I'm always assuming the worst,
but you're going on none the less
& there's nothing to cusion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away
keep pulling me close to home.
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for
longer good-byes
embracing for forever
and falling in your eyes.
Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope
It smells like you & I can't be
without that scent. It's filling me
with all you mean to me.
Continually failing these trials
but you stand by me nonetheless
& you won't let me sink
though I'm beggin you.
Phone calls from further away
& messages on my machine,
but I don't ever tell you this distance
seems terrible.
There is no need to test my heart,
with useless space.
These roads go on forever,
there will always be a place, for you.. in my heart
So I'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better than waiting
& pushing you far away
cause I'm scared.
So I'll take my chances
& head on my way up there.
Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.
One more Thing:
September 19th
Common Fence Community Hall
Doors @ 5:30pm, Bands @ 6:00pm
Only five bucks! Go!
Intention to Burn
Your Mom and the Kerplunx
Half Empty
Cowboys and Indians
with more to come...
[Just to Let You KiDs KnoW.]
Posted at 03:47 pm by OxyMoron831
The pictures’ left unfinished.
So I am writing my own ending.
I’ll let my pen bleed black or blue.
And I will color in the meaning.
It will be gold and green and true.
Posted at 03:08 pm by OxyMoron831
Aug 29, 2003
Posted at 01:02 pm by OxyMoron831
Aug 28, 2003
Ehhh..this is what i call Boredom
Posted at 03:21 pm by OxyMoron831
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